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I think through things in a sorta.. unique way. 

I constantly have a "story line" playing out in my head.

When I'm looking forward to an event, I can't help but think through how it might play-out, in my head.

and I don't mean just "how it's gonna happen", I play out EVERYTHING. The conversations and everything. 

It may sound cool, and sometimes it is.. 

but then theres the times that it's not. 

You see, when people tell me stuff, of I'm thinking the worst, my mind does this too. It's a painful.. hurtful.. and honestly, unhealthy process. Like no joke. I really wish that my mind worked different.

Love always,

-Alana <3