One of the hardest things, is to look at pictures and the like, of the love of your life having fun without you.
That happens to me a lot.
I live in the middle of no where.. and I can't drive.
That's just a recipe for being in pain.
It's not that I'm a grouchy, needy, mean girlfriend;
that forbids her love to have fun without her.
It's just that... ugh.
I wish I could join in on it more.
It's spring break and I'll see him once if I'm lucky.
On days like today.. I miss him
and ache for him so much that I'm almost numb.
As insane as that might sound.. it's true.
It has been exactly 10 days since I've seen him.
I've been stressed and overly busy.. and he's the one person who can clear all that away ( I mean God does it for me too.. but it's not as easy to hug Him) and make me relax a little.
*sigh*.. So like the title says.. I'm heart sick.
And he's the cure.