To say the least

I haven't felt like myself lately.

To say the least..

I've felt.. 

like I'm out of my own body.. 

just observing what happens. 

I've felt emotional. 

For the last week I've pretty much felt like I'm running on hormones.

Ew.

I mean.. everyone knows I'm an emotional person. 

but to be in such a state to where I feel that they're in control? 

No. 

that makes me sick.

I haven't been thinking clearly. 

I've been snapping at people I love. 

Over- reacting. 

Crying at the drop of a hat. 

Why is this? 

I don't know for sure. 

I've been overwhelmed with a lot of stuff.. 

That's my best guess. 

That I've finally reached my breaking point. 

yeah... :/ 

Love always, 

-Alana <3