Monday, September 17, 2012

What hurts the most..

Is knowing what we had. 
How much love we shared.. 
And now we hardly talk. 
I'm practically in tears right-now..
Thinking about how you were my best friend. 
And now.. 
I don't know. 
I still hold you close to my heart. 
But baby.. I've already changed.. 
and I think you have too.

There goes my chances in being yours. 
I can be ok with that. 
I will be. 
Just don't make me live without you in my life. 
God.. please.. please don't make me lose him as my friend. 
I don't know if I could handle that. 

But here I am. 
I can feel him slipping through my finger tips. 
A heart breaking feeling. 
It's not fair. 
One bit. 
But we're so different. 

Micah.. please... please don't shut me out because I want tattoos.
Don't call me a bad person because I have different ideas than you do. 
I know you're probably not reading this.. and that's OK. 
I just.. I love you. 
You will always be in my heart. 
No matter what. 
I realize that God has someone out there for you.. that's wayyy better than me. 
I just pray she realizes how lucky she is to get you. 
Because she will be one lucky girl. 

Love always,



  1. heart break is such a hard feeling. it's a pain who's depth cannot accurately be described, only recognized by those who have also felt it. but I have only this to say: you will be okay no matter what happens. i promise. God has big things in store for you and whoever He plans for you to be with.


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