Is knowing what we had.
How much love we shared..
And now we hardly talk.
I'm practically in tears right-now..
Thinking about how you were my best friend.
I don't know.
I still hold you close to my heart.
But baby.. I've already changed..
and I think you have too.
There goes my chances in being yours.
I can be ok with that.
I will be.
Just don't make me live without you in my life.
God.. please.. please don't make me lose him as my friend.
I don't know if I could handle that.
But here I am.
I can feel him slipping through my finger tips.
A heart breaking feeling.
It's not fair.
But we're so different.
Micah.. please... please don't shut me out because I want tattoos.
Don't call me a bad person because I have different ideas than you do.
I know you're probably not reading this.. and that's OK.
I just.. I love you.
You will always be in my heart.
No matter what.
I realize that God has someone out there for you.. that's wayyy better than me.
I just pray she realizes how lucky she is to get you.
Because she will be one lucky girl.