Begin again

Makenzie drew this for Micah and my first anniversary. 

"And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again"

  It's been eight months since that fateful day. No, this isn't a post telling you that I've found someone new. I'm not ready for that. For now, God is my only love. Someday He'll bring me my prince charming, but for today, I'm thankful to know that it will begin again. 

  This isn't some epiphany that just now went through my mind.. but it's only been a month or so since I realized that I really will have someone who loves me for who I am. He will treat me with love and respect just like I deserve. I'm here to say that though I know I'm not ready yet.. I'm excited about beginning again. 

  Thank you God for everything that you've brought me through. Thank you for giving me hope and a future. You're plan always is best. 

Shalom,