Hey there...

 

   My thoughts have hardly left you sense I saw you... More than a month ago now. I think of future, which results in me praying for you, but I also think about the past. The memories I have of you, which I cherish. 

  How sweet you were to befriend an awkward, strange girl such as myself. 

The day I found out you weren't just being nice to me, that you had feelings for me... That was one of the happiest days of my summer. 

The way you came to talk to me, when I didn't want to be involved in the game the others were playing, and we just talked. I didn't yet know that you liked me. 

The first time I got a hug from you. It took me by surprise... I'd been dreaming about getting a hug from you, for weeks, and there I was... Shocked... Because you initiated the hug. And boy are you good at them. A real man... Can thrill a woman, simply by hugging her. I never wanted them to end. 

We didn't have many real conversations, but when we did I knew you wanted to talk to me, by how focused you were on me. You'd look me right in the eyes. 

I'll never forget the look on your face when I told you I didn't like video games, haha, you looked like I'd murdered your puppy. 

You made me feel fantastic about myself. You didn't say it often, but you made it clear that I was beautiful, and that you never wanted to take your eyes off me. 

The way you'd make the effort to touch me in the simplest, most innocent way... Always sent chills down my spine. 

I don't know what's going on, but I know it's more than just a teenage girl who is crushing on a guy, when I say I can't just give up on you. I believe in us. Even if now isn't the time. You can't get rid of me quite so easily. I hope you know that, because I know I made it clear how I feel about you. 

Shalom,