Tuesday, October 15, 2013
I'm here to ask y'all for advice (if that's possible with the limited details I'll be giving you), but most of all, prayers.
I'm going through a tough situation. A situation that there's literally nothing I can to do resolve it. I just have to be patient and wait the months (if not longer) it'll take to work out. This all hinges on whether I heard God correctly or not. You see, I had a vision.... and then several more proofs (they would be just silly coincidences if they were alone.) were pointed out to me, but I find myself second guessing everything I've been believing.
Regaurdless, God is telling me to let go of this. To put it in His hands and not worry about it. I'm supposed to live my life and let Him workout the details. So whether I'm right about this or not, I must give it to God. It's not as if I have to stop believing. I just have to stop being so stuck in my thoughts about this. I have to deny what I want to happen, and trust that God will give me the very best. He won't short sell me.
I'm just... I don't know how to just move on. It's something that's very close to my heart. It's intertwined into my life. Relinquishing control.... I don't even know how to begin that processes. Oh, Lord, I'm a train wreck.
Like I said, even if you have no advise or encouraging words to say, I really need prayers.