I don't know what it is about my life lately..
but I guess I'm drifting.
No, it's not like I'm losing all my friends
I have some amazing people that I'm super close to.
But it's like..
I'm growing apart from others.
Not on purpose.
I'm not neglecting anyone..
This makes my head spin..
and my heart ache.
I guess all I can do is love who I've got
and be waiting with open arms for the others.
Lord help me ,
" God doesn't give you the people you want .
He gives you the people you need .
To help you .
To hurt you.
To leave you .
To love you .
To make you into the person you were meant to be ."