Friday, September 13, 2013

Is it possible?

 Today's topic is short and sweet. A self portrait.

This was me lastnight.. 
So I don't know what my deal is. The tightness in my chest. The inability to take deep breaths.
Is it because this whole waiting thing is getting easier and I'm learning to be happy in spite of it?
Probably. I almost feel guilty. Though I shouldn't, because who knows how long I'll have to wait, and I shouldn't be miserable while I do.

Y'all, I had a really amazing night. The crew from G42U came out for dinner. They are an amazing bunch of people. They really really are. Elizabeth, the student, is particularly amazing. I really clicked with her. It was so exciting to see how passionate and on fire she is about God and this program. She's such a sweet, funny, animated girl, and I'm so excited to get to know her better :). As for everyone else? I don't have a bad thing to say about anyone. They're a blast to be around and I'm so looking forward to see where God takes all of this :).

I'm so very thankful to God for giving me such a great night. He reminded me that it's so important to really LIVE in the midst of everything going on. So don't worry guys, I feel a live again. Even though it's hard.




  1. Beautiful, Alana! So excited for you, dear friend :) ~ Rachael

  2. It will get better <3


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