Something happens that completely shocks you.
Your heart begins to pound and you feel as if it's going to stop beating and that you might puke.
Excruciating pain shoots through you, and tears threaten to fall.
You're shaking and holding on for dear life.
You ask God WHY He would allow this to happen. Why didn't He protect you from the pain... The pain that makes you gasp, it throbs so much.
Deep down you know things will bet better. You know relief will overwhelm you, and that's the sole reason you're willing to hold on.