Last night I found out that I was in fact cast in Hello Dolly. As a towns person. Now, I'm less than enthused by the part, but honestly, I don't think I would have been happy about any part.
When I got the email, disappointment washed over me. Opportunities of travel had come up, and I really really wanted to do that. After being angry and talking to my mom and some friends, I knew that unless I was willing to blatantly disobey God, I had no choice as to whether I was going to accept the part. God told me to audition, so me getting a part, means He wants me in the play.
I literally sat down on my bed and cried. I was mourning my summer. Today, my attitude about it is better. I know that God has a good reason for wanting this for me, but I'm not happy about it. I'm praying that changes. I need to be obedient and cheerful about it.