Beauty from ashes, joy from pain.

"You never know what the future might hold.." It echos oh how it echos.

Peace is an overwhelming feeling. Overwhelming and amazing. I quite like it. Despite how my heart hurts at the moment, I have peace. I know that God's will has been and will always be carried out as long as I listen.

I may not always like the outcome. Especially at first. I don't like what I've seen of this one so far, but He knows best.

Whose to say that I won't get what my heart desires someday down the road. Maybe it just isn't the right time?

OR, maybe theres something much more beautiful than what I desire.

I suppose only time will tell.

Remember this, Y'all, God loves you. He wants whats best. Submit to His will and He'll make things as painless as possible for you.


Shalom, 

The heart of a teenage girl...

..is a jungle of a place. Especially when she's a Christian. My mind is swirling. I just want some answers.

Patience.....Patience....

It echos in my head. I'm scared, but I can't tell if it's legitimate fear or just me over thinking.

Probably both.

Guard my heart. That's what I'm trying to do. With all I have, it's what I'm trying to do.

Prayers?


Shalom,

Meh and pure excitement.

I'm part of a link up group called whatever wednesdays stated by Shay and Alissa.
This weeks topic is: My first kiss

My first kiss was with a guy named Danny. My first boyfriend, who was seriously a douche. I don't really feel like going into detail here, all I'm gonna say was it was fast, and really wasn't great by any means. Like seriously.. haha.


In OTHER news. I found out something amazing about my crush lastnight.... HE'S A CHRISTIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, I might be a bit excited. Whether he's to be my future husband or not, he's forever a brother in Christ and THAT my dears, sends me over the moon!


Rehearsal again tonight, I can't wait!!

Oh! and just in case you were planning on seeing World War Z... don't waist your money.


Shalom, 

The act of being crushed

 

  Having a crush on someone is an interesting situation. Especially when you know you shouldn't be dating so you have to settle for getting him to be friends with you. 

  It's kind of like a burning sensation in your stomach... And heart. Yes, I have a crush. This is the first legitimate, powerful crush I've had in... Well ever. I feel like I'm insane, but I can't get him out of my head. I've tried, it doesn't work. I like this guy and that's all there is to it. I can't wish the feelings away... No matter how much I want to sometimes. It's exciting, nerve racking, and painful all wrapped into one. Oh being a teenage girl. Lord soothe my soul.

Shalom,